Rapture - this is... closer than close

There's something about this exploration, into the depths of who and what we are, that dances on the edge of a deep thirst for and love of truth, and an 'apparent' nihilism and simultaneous deep self love and knowing in all appearances.

As this consciousness apparently recognises its own fantasising, illusory appearances, and simultaneously apertures into its own revealing – that is, this being conscious of itself directly as opposed to reflexively - there are these tender human experiences that are brought forth, these unseen spaces that can reverberate through the field of experience like shocks of lightning and sparks of shame, proliferating 'to be' as this sees its own essence.

From here, through the human sensing and relating vehicle, this reality can know itself fully and intimately beyond otherness experientially, yet still appearing as so, as a deep expressing and simultaneous receiving of itself through the sense field.

It is realised that awakening was never for the individual, nor anything to do with 'transforming', 'ascending', or getting anywhere.

Nothing was ever 'happening'.

It was always in truth, in life, in Self.

This. Here.

This one life.

awareness being aware of itself is all that is ever 'going on'.

This is off the hook by its nature!

Not because its' been let off, but because there was never a hook in the first place.

You were never stuck, blocked, or obscured.

There is only you appearing - how can you possibly be in the way of yourself?

This is stunning.

This is rapture.